Letter to the pearson who i miss so much

It feels weird to talk about you in a blog, it´s an emotional, private and intimate issue, and a blog is the opossite. But i think we all have to express what´s happening in our heart, it's just i can't turn my feelings into concrete words, i'll do my best to explain myself in the best way. Lately i've been thinking a lot about you, i can not explain what's happening to me right now, it will take me a long time, it's just that i feel like i'm not ready and it's not the right moment to do it, to get started i apreciatte you inexplicably, i´m so happy that you've chosen me as your friend, i promise i'll always be there for you whatever happens, you know that you can always count on me, that's why missing you makes me feel so sad, you act like you don't miss me like i do, I'm afraid of losing our friendship, i don't know how sad would i feel if i lost the only thing that makes me happy, my reason to live,I just want to tell you that I never coincided in so many things with anyone, nobody made me laugh as much as you do. And whoever is your friend and replace me, is so lucky. Goodbye, my favourite pearson, my friend, my sis, my buddy, my everything, i hope i see you soon.